“You will always be my forever.”
Fierce, powerful, and absolutely breathtaking, this beautifully-written book will sweep you away in an epic love story that spans years and lasts a lifetime. The Paper Swan is a must-read for any romance readers who are searching for a completely unique story that’ll captivate you from start to finish. While the twists and turns are intense, gritty, and sometimes even dark, this was actually one of the sweetest and most beautiful love stories I’ve ever read. I loved every word and highly recommend it!
I want to be very clear that this is a standalone romance with no love triangle. It’s also not tragic (really, the ending is gorgeous) so you do not have to worry about anything. Yes, it’s a truly crazy ride, but I’m almost certain that any romance reader will love this and not have any problem with any of it’s content.
This is one of those stories that you just need to have TRUST with. Trust the author and trust me when I say that its better not to know anything about this story before you start it other than the blurb…
They say it takes 21 days to form a habit. They lie. For 21 days she held on. But on Day 22, she would have given anything for the sweet slumber of death. Because on Day 22, she realizes that her only way out means certain death for one of the two men she loves.
Don’t freak out! Remember: there’s no triangle and it’s not tragic. I know there are a bunch of you right now sitting here reading this and eyeing this blurb warily but just trust me, I get it. The very first thing I did when I saw it was go out and make sure there was no triangle/cheating/death before I even considered reading the book, and even though the blurb is accurate, it’s also not what you think. I promise, cross my heart, and pinky swear that it’s not going to devastate you. It’s just a really unique love story, but it has everything that would make a romance fan happy even though it’s edgy and has darker moments. You guys know that I always warn you whenever there’s anything I think you should know beforehand but this is one of those times when really, you’ll be fine. I wouldn’t say that unless I meant it. Just dive in!
I wished I could see myself through his eyes.
Then again, he never looked at me with his eyes.
He looked at me with his soul.
When you start the book, holy hell, the prologue just throws you right into the story! It’s immediately captivating because you’re suddenly in this intense, life-threatening situation with the heroine and, just like her, you have absolutely no idea why it’s happening, or what is going to happen next. There are so many questions and so many possibly directions for the story to take so it just begs you to turn the page!
I loved that the heroine was strong, smart, and capable. She was relatable, down-to-earth, and just felt very much like a real person I’d love to get to know. And I totally fell for the hero (or, you could really say anti-hero). This guy had been dealt a truly unfortunate hand of cards and his life lead him down a dangerous and destructive path, but with the way it was written, you were shown why he’d become that man. At what point does a person bear too much pain? At what point does it change them? I loved the complexity of his character and the range of emotion his story drew out of me over the course of this book.
This is a story that keeps you guessing the whole way through and toys with your heart while unraveling an intricate tale of passion, vengeance, redemption, sacrifice, acceptance, forgiveness, and the purest form of love, where the lines between good and bad are often blurred, and with writing so vivid that you feel like you’re experiencing the story alongside the characters. It begins in childhood and tells the story of how a boy turns into a monster and loses himself while trying to save the one he loves most, but how that monster can too find love because even though he’s no longer that boy, a part of him still remembers who he was and who he loved. It’s filled with emotion, intrigue, suspense and passion. I couldn’t put it down!
That’s honestly as much as I want to say about the story. I feel very strongly that you should just go into this book blind. I can technically categorize the type of romance but I want you to be as surprised and thrilled as I was while you read. Despite this story’s gritty and sometimes even violent twists and turns, this was honestly turned out to be one of the heart-warming love stories I’ve read. Leylah Attar’s stunning writing wraps you up in this epic journey and sweeps you away. This book had it all — beautiful writing, beautiful story, beautiful cover. It’s one of my top favorites of this year and a must-read recommendation!!
“It’s not over, you know. It never has been,” he said.
“Whether you say yes or no, you will always be my forever.”
Rating 5 stars! Standalone contemporary romance.
And again… there’s NO cheating, NO triangle, and it’s NOT tragic. I promise.
Heather L says
Oh this is so my next book! Thank you!!!!!!
Aestas says
You’re so welcome!! 😀
Victoria says
Just saw this in your email and one-clicked. Couldnt resist! Is it tomorrow yet?:)
Aestas says
YAY!! Glad to hear that!! Happy reading 😀
Lee says
Great review Aestas. You have piqued my curiosity.
Aestas says
Thank you, Lee!! 😀
Marie L. says
Reading this next for sure! Thanks, A!!
Aestas says
Woohoo!! Enjoy 😀
kelly says
i one clicked when you mentioned it the other day on Facebook and am just dying for it to release!!!
Aestas says
Awesome!!! Happy reading, Kelly 😀
Christina says
woah, this sounds epic! my next read for tonight. Very excited!
Aestas says
I’m so glad you’re going to read it!! 🙂
Vi Flemming says
Love your review! Answered all my questions. I’m starting the book now *excited*
Aestas says
I’m so glad!! Enjoy! <3 (and thanks!!)
Jenny says
Beautiful review! Just 1-clicked
Aestas says
Thank you!!!
Jessica says
Reading this now and I CAN NOT PUT IT DOWN!
Aestas says
YES! It’s totally unputdownable!
Heidi says
I have to share! I bought the book yesterday based on your review. After the first couple of chapters I was hesitant that I would like the book. Then I came to the part in the boat’s kitchen and thought “Oh no – I’m getting a refund!”. So I did. A little while later I still had the book up on my computer (since it doesn’t automatically go away once you return it) so I ventured a little further into the story and suddenly I was TOTALLY sucked in. I went back to Amazon and repurchased the book. I know the people at Amazon must think I’m looney. But I’m SO glad I didn’t give up on the story because it’s phenomenal! I couldn’t stop till the end. It’s beautifully written and what a story! Thank you Aestas for the recommendation!
Aestas says
YAY!!! You’re so welcome!!! And I know what you mean — that was such a HOLY FUCK moment — but yeah the development of the story after that was so gorgeous and full of heart. I’m so glad you loved it!!!
Marisela. says
Do your selfs a favorite and read this book, it is one of the best books I’ve read this year, no it is the best book of the year and I read most of Aestas recommendations. I just love this story.
Aestas says
I agree completely!!!
Leslie says
LOVED. IT.
I waited on this one…. I heard your raves…. I heard a couple of others raving, and still I doubted. I took the plunge last night and bought it. I am currently 50% in and almost called in sick to work today to finish it. (I didn’t though). I don’t know why I doubt you…….. <3
Aestas says
Hahaha so glad that you dove in!!! AND that you’re loving it 😀
Swaths says
What a wonderful book aestas. I came back after a 2 weeks break and tons of books…as usual decided to go with you. Somehow i have not been able to read this author’s earlier book. But i decided to take a risk and wow how it paid off ! i was completely sucked into their lives and started imagining how it would be. I greatly love stories when I can visualize them as well. Great stuff !
Aestas says
Very happy to hear you loved it, Swaths!!!
fifi says
Oh my God,I am in book funk for the last three week, glad I read you review, just finished it in one sitting, beautiful story, can’t put it down, definitely a huge five star for me!! Thanks Aestas
Aestas says
You’re so welcome!!! I have a huge book hangover from this right now!
Kim says
I looked at this book before saw the first excerpt and said “no…can’t take death or triangles”. I’m glad I read your review I was looking for a book and I will read this next. I just finished the Lucian & Lia books by Sydney Landon and loved them. I will start this one today. Thanks again!!
Aestas says
You’ll be safe! No death and no triangles here. Happy reading 🙂
Shweta says
I absolutely loved this book. In fact this is the first book which i re-read immediately after finishing. I am still in a book fog, just can’t stop thinking about it.
Thanks Aestas. You never disappoint. I don’t have to double check any book that you recommend.
Aestas says
You are so welcome!!!! <3
Kim says
Thank you for the wonderful review and recommendation. I loved this book. The writing is so beautiful and the story is gripping. Absolutely brilliant. I now have the biggest book hangover…. and I love it 🙂
Erin DiGennaro says
This book was AMAZING! I absolutely loved it. The writing was flawless. I had passages stuck in my head for days. Thank you for recommending 🙂
chitwan says
Really love your blog and reviews
Now goin 2 read this one for sure
Pula Byrd says
I really enjoyed reading The Paper Swan. I actually didn’t think I would like it just because of how little I knew about it, but wow was I wrong. It is definitely one of the best books I’ve read all year. 5+ stars for me!
Andrea Zúñiga says
I’m dying to read this book, even more after reading your review! I’ve been in love with it since I saw the name and even more with the blurb!
Paige says
Well I don’t normally like to go in blind, but I’m gonna trust you because I think we have a lot of the same ideas about books 🙂 Thanks! Great review!
Nikki Shin says
Love this book! Thank you for your lovely review!
Bobbilynn Bennett says
I loved this book! It was my favorite read of 2015!
shabby arora says
I read this book on your recommendation. It was one of the best books ive read. Her writing style is so poetic and tender.
thank you for recommending it to us
Jennifer says
After seeing this everywhere and then reading your review..I caved, even though I have SO many books to read. I LOVED IT. I questioned myself on it, it was so disturbing(her finger) in some aspects, but I loved it! I’m looking forward to reading her other works! Thank you!
Amy Johnson says
Love this review! Love this book too!
manda says
Waw… what a story…lovely.. thanks for recommending ….
Sarah Scholz says
Such a great review 🙂 The book sounds amazing 🙂 Thank you for being so open about your thoughts on the books you review 🙂 I will definitely add this book to my TBR list 🙂
rica says
I read this one because I saw it on your top list and your right, its one of the best. It also become one of my fave. A great story.